就是我.永远的我

R.I.P

2011-04-06T11:25:00.001-07:00

这几天，想到你，我的眼泪就很自然的流了下来！

昨天，看你最后一眼！

我哭得更加厉害，妈和我说别哭了要让你好好地走！

可我真的忍不住，还是哭的很厉害！

最后的一程，应该是我最后能为你做的东西了吧！

我告诉自已，别再哭了，想要你好好地走！

记得，要一路走好！

回想到和你在一起做工的时候！

和你在车上开玩笑，你唱歌，你逗我笑，还有很多很多！

真的很想念你，希望还可以再和你一起做工一起玩一起旅游！

我想，这已经不可能了吧！

朋友，我会连你的份也一起努力的！

我会加油！

别再哭了！我可以的！

朋友，我爱你！

我会永远记得你的！

记得记得，要一路走好！

R.I.P

My dear fren!

懒惰！节省！^^

2010-10-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

不懂为什么，最近很想很懒惰！
不过不是读书的懒惰啦！
是很懒惰出街而已！^^
每天都只是呆在宿舍！
不过也好啦!
在宿舍不用花钱，只是到时间了就出去吃东西而已！
一整天就在房间看戏，上上网，写下blog！
还不错下，过得蛮好！
可以不用用那么多钱！
可以省下一点钱来用！^^

也不只因为这样而已，也因为这个月我用了太多钱了！
没什么想出街！
只在想要怎样省钱！
因为有时候的开销太大了！
要省省用了！

其实，也并不是我不想和你们出去玩得！
我是真的真的没钱了！
如果能和你们出去，而又不用用钱就好！^^
等我存回钱了一定和你们出去玩得！
这次真的很抱歉，没有陪到你们出去玩！
下次我一定会补回来的！
如果有什么错的话，我在这里说对不起！
有钱了才出去玩！><
等我修养好了再重出江湖！^^
但，也不能用太多！答应了！^^

回忆!!^^

2010-04-15T14:17:00.000-07:00

最近，看回以前的照片！！很好的回忆！！
很美好！！全都是很开心的照片！！^^
从中三到去年的照片都还有在！！
想回去，真的很开心！！
看回了全都傻傻的我们！！在中学，还记得interact club 很好的一个学会！！
教了我很多的东西，也让我有了很好的回忆！中一就开始和两个好友一起加入会员，也不懂是什么学会来得，以为是什么学会能玩电脑的就加入了！后来才知道原来不是玩电脑的，很像个人骗了那样！！><
刚开始什么都不懂就只是去玩而已，但是学姐们教了我们几个很多东西！
一个学会是怎么运作的，到怎样去做一个会长之类的多是他们所交的！！
真谢谢她们！！要不是她们，应该不会要我们吧！！^^
还有第一次的camp，认识了很多朋友！！还记得一起唱balik kampung 很开心！！^^
丰源还记得吧！^^ 还有那个少了鸟头的照片还有在呢，还记得那时很可爱的我！那是中二的我们了！怀念怀念！^^
还有和学会一起去PD的营，当时还小有什么讲座一点都听不懂只是负责去玩而已！^^
记得当时的一个教官跟他们一起玩，是他们教我游泳的！第一次的我想要跳水，哪知自已的头敲到底了！一个大黑青，真的是疼到入心！有一次疼就够了，以后再也不敢了！哈哈！^^
还有，那一年是我第一次去pulau tioman，和哥哥们一起去！那里的东西真是贵到爆，看了价钱我就回房里了！><
最后和哥哥去吃roti canai一片还要一块钱呢！虽然贵了点，但那是段开心的日子！^^
中三，还是呆在jingga班！那是很好的班，记得坐我旁边那个，他的shelve永远都是那样乱的什么垃圾都有还生了蟑螂呢！还要我帮他收拾呢！应该是欠了他的吧！哈哈^^
在那一年还和susu比赛吃西瓜呢，整盘就只是我和他比赛吃！最后我赢了，不过真的是差不多呕出来！^^
那一年也是我们第一次的fashion show，走的是传统服装！马来人！真有点像！哈哈^^
那是第一年公然在老师的面前睡觉也和老师吵架吧，但也没被教务处罚！好运吧！^^
中四，差不多全部男生都上到青班吧！不过，很多都申请下班！就只剩几个没下班而已！
那一年，认识了不同的朋友！！^^ 时间也过得越来越快了，还没放假就开始去打工了！
第一次出门那么久，有时会想念家的感觉！！^^
一直都迷迷糊糊的就到了中五，根本没想要读书的感觉！每个星期都有一天是没去上课的！
就是那样的死样，过了大半年了！但还没怕死，一直到快SPM了！才有那一点心想读书，应该慢了点吧！
自已都没怕过那样！
在毕业时，全部中五生一起唱的歌,演习时什么感觉都没有！但在毕业典礼上，唱完了都没哭直道朋友开始哭我看到了也留了几滴眼泪吧！真的是很开心的毕业典礼，拍了很多很多的照片！^^
考试到了，简简单单的就考完了！！没怕过的感觉！^^
终于，同学们之间的毕业旅游到了！跟一班好朋友一起去玩了几天，刚开始就拍照了！一连几天就一直一直拍照，玩！
没想到时间真的是过得那么快的，中学的日子就这样过去了！^^
很快的，自已选择了去打工！做了一个星期，就说不做了！回到家乡帮舅舅！
直道出成绩那天到会学校去拿成绩，看到自已那样的烂成绩！回到家当妈妈问到要读什么时，我崩溃了！第一次流了那么多的眼泪，告诉他我不读了！自已拿到那样的烂成绩，不能怪人吧！只怪自已没好好去努力过！^^
中选到了去当兵，第一天进到去！没朋友，独自一人！但过了一个星期认识的人越来越多了，在里面的日子什么都不用去想，就只是吃，喝，玩，乐而已！^^ 最后在里面只待了一个月多就出来读书了，烂成绩去不到我想读的学院！
算了吧！就在tarc读了一个月，根本就不想读书！有时间有朋友就是打机！！
最后最后选择了读现在这科，难读，多功课！现在不能放弃了，我要坚持下去！^^
不管怎样都好，我不能放弃，不能再浪费时间了！时间是不会等人的，要靠你自已去争取的！^^
时间过得真的是很快很快，让我见识了这许多东西，让我学会了这许多东西！
过后，这一年一年的日子会过得很快！得自已找回那想要的东西！时间能改变很多很多东西的！
时间能证明一切！^^

The nice singapore trip... hehe...^^

2009-09-20T18:58:00.001-07:00

When friday i came Singapore le... the 1st time so many ppl go singapore together de....
Yuan ben i no have go liao de, i think just a few ppl go only but when i listen have 3car go together tat time really feel some happy la... cos really long time din go out together with family le... Just always go trip or play with fren only... hehe...^^ But also have some happy la... but this time the feel is not same de... Go with fren n go with family is 2 type of happy ,the happy i also dunno how to explain de... hehe^^

At friday i very late just reach singapore n then straight go my aunt de house le lor... hehe...^^
at tat day i just go beside de food court eating with my cousin, the funny supper...
Then my cousin de son very noisy la... always find mother n just wan eat n sweet only....
we all cant sleep because this boy boy... So fan la... always go disturb other ppl sleep... zzz...
At saturday morning all eat MCd, really zha dao.... till noon just go shopping lor....
at first all walk together de but almost half hour then separate till 4 gang ppl le... go buy shirt de buy shirt buy baby thing de by baby thing n my father n grandmother them just go eating lor...
really not bad xia ar... buy le many thing... hehe...^^
whne finish shopping straight go beach they eat seafood le lor... the crab so big ar...
N very (hao chi)... the we all go beach they take picture... take le so many picture ar almost all also have me de... very geng ar... keke...^^
A full activity day when reach house jiu straight bath n sleep le... hehe^^
But today need to bac kp le... haiz... sien ket... wednesday still need working ar... haiz...
hope can dun wan working le.... hehe...^^

Sry la marcus today cant acc u all go PD... Actually i wan to go de... but the time crash dao le...
i also dun wan de ma... right? hehe^^
so tml night bac kp lim teh ar... keke...^^
Rmb call me la... N u all play happy dian la... hehe...^^

H1N1 what the hell virus... sien ket...><

2009-08-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

Finnaly my college hv a malay kena jor... so wan take mouth cover go school le....
sien ket... so sohai la....><
But nvm, have many teacher take mc so many class no need to go jor... hehe^^
now just hv extra time to update the blog... really very free now... hehe^^
same with xue er them no need go school n just rest at hostel only...hehe^^

today wan go genting with my family, so shuang.. hehe^^
really so long time no go with family alr... n can celebrate with mum... hehe^^
really happy happy ar... keke^^
just this all la...hehe^^
N last sunday go PC FAIR, so many ppl wan walk also hard...zzz...
but have many leng lui leh... hehe^^
walk le almost 3 hour but le so many thing leh, n use le so many money... xin tong ar...><
the hard disk so expensive la... Rm223 leh.... zzz... but also wan to but it, sien ket...
so this week just can use RM100 only nso poor now... T.T

Just this all la... hehe^^
xue er this week bac kp lim teh ar cal ah sim together la... ok???
wait me lar... hehe^^

No title=.=

2009-07-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

Long time no have update le... keke^^
all have miss me??? keke^^
no have many time lets me write more le... wan give bac my fren this broadband...hehe^^

Today sien sien lar... haiz have many many homework to do lar...><
from start till now de assigment wan to do la... zzz><
teacher wan me die meh???? haiz... really sien kett la...
hao cai hv ah foo them help me.... hehe^^
so just this all la... keke^^

this friday lim teh just meet la... hehe^^
really very miss kp la...
mum this week i will bac kp pui u.. hehe^^
so 88 la... keke^^

skip class skip class always skip><

2009-06-17T02:28:00.001-07:00

Haiz sien la.... dunno wan to do what... just always skip class only...
study sien.... yesterday n today skip le 5 class, but nvm la....
wan to change college le... haha...^^
But hv abit she bu de Ktar de fren....><><
haiz... sien le la... Ah zai wan +oil o.... dun always keep on sleep la....
trust urself U can do it de .... U can do it....
U sure can be the top student de.... haha^^

Susu ar u also wan +oil ar.... U can do it de.... hehe^^
this just 1st week only.... very fast u jiu can know many many fren liao de...
like u this type de ppl sure will hv many fren de lor.... like sot sot de ppl ma... hehe^^
xue er u also same ar.... also wan +oil ar... hehe^^
u 2 live at same room rite... hu xiang zhao gu la... hehe^^
N billy more 1 month wan start study le... +oil also la....hehe^^
ah boy, guan, yau,sim,js,zhi ni,pei ying n many other u all also wan +oil ar... hehe^^
i will support u all de... have any news or wat wan tell me o... hv free come find me la... hehe^^
N wen u study also wan +oil ar... haha^^ any thing dunno de hua come find me la...hehe^^
I will teach u de...

just this all la... hehe^^
take care ar my fren... good luck la...
all study sun sun lai la... hehe^^

sad or happy????

2009-06-01T10:09:00.001-07:00

This is my 6th times to type this blog... zzz... just now jump le many times... i also dunno what happen... zzz... what the brooken computer??? really let this play till me sien sien la...
Today really dunno wan to happy or sad la...><
today have 3classes all of tat almost is 2hours de.... but haiz... all class like useless 1...zzz...
at 1st class is learn about study skill de.... but today haven start study... just let us to play game only... zzz.... nth to do...
2nd class lagi teruk la.... just go listen a half hour only jiu can bac le... zzz... u say sien anot la???
after tat i eating alone.... zzz.... no have a fren also... zzz...
3th class is learn about the lk de thing.... but tat all is like basic thing only all i also know alr le lo... just go see only.... zzz.... just study a hours then can bac too le... really dunno the lecture wan to do what la???zzz...
when finish class alr i can bac hostel to see movie de....
But the movie will delay de wor... see until me sien sien la... rite???zzz...
But mou ban fat also wan to see... if not nt to do alr...
Hao cai after eating keat siong say give me use the net.... haha....shuang dao yi xia xia...
whn can on9 le... i straigh sign in the msn... but also no hv ppl de... so i wait lo... go see other ppl de blog n other thing lo... haha^^
when xue er on9 le chat with her la... haha... very shuang.... finaly have a ppl chat with me le...
happy..^^
after tat i see sim on9 le... so i ask him wan dota ma???? he sure say yes de la.... haha...
so i ask billy on9 too.... when see the photo i saw a pretty girl... haha... billy say tat is his gf o...
zzz... billy is u say de ar.... when i bac le wan gi me see the phone ar... haha... i will never forget this de....^^
At last we start the dota le.... 1st match very sien lor... hv delay n lag.... after tat ah sim also dc le.... zzz.... sien dao ar... zzz.... not only 1st match ar.... all also like tat... lag+delay la...
But i just afk also have abit shuang la... no nid to play....
Dun wan say any more le...
tml 8o'clock wan study ar...T.T
sure will die le la... haiz....

From now Start have closs le...^^

2009-05-26T07:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday start have class alr, but just listen the rules only sien dao ar.... haiz...
At class no more fren just have 1 only...>< zzz...
But tat guys good lar... haha...
When see the i time table i think it just 4 1 week only but no it 4 a course... haiz...
1week just have 4 days have class only... haiz... N each just 2 class... sien diao...><
Today morning tat class just talk about the engeneering drawing only... i also know tat all le la...
Noon tat class just say wat is chemical accident only... tat lecture just say le 1 hour jiu bac le... zzz... really give him zha dao... N another tat no come also din tell let we waste le 1hour de time...
Haiz dun wan say it le la... when say also will angry... ><

Let more 2 days.... I can bac kp le... haha^^
Hao cai Jhao will bac with me if not de hua me will alone... haha^^ tq ar Jhao....^^
Dun wan live in this very (cool) de hostel, can bac my house le... haha...
When night can go lim teh with fren le... hehe...^^
Fren wait me o... friday go lim teh la... haha...
susu n vicky good luck ar.... haha....
wan go melaka 4 study le... take care ar.... haha^^

This is my new life...

2009-05-24T09:14:00.000-07:00

Today i wan go KL for study le...
But not very happy to start this new life...
Because at my hostel very very hot... zzz...
N i dun like this place cause very FU ZHA... I more like a kampoong place...
From now start i wan to study hard n dun wan to waste my mum money le...^^
Dun wan to be a lazy guy le... At last time i always talk lazy lazy n lazy now not same alr...
Now is REAl ah zai... hehe...^^

N very miss my fren, at night no change go lim teh le... haiz....
Cant together go DOTA with u all le...><
I know i very noob but QIAN JIU XIA XIA la.... haha...
Jhao also wan start study le, when start study le dun forget fren ar... wan rmb our gang ar....
Billy july also wan start study alr... JIA OIL O... U sure r the WAN REN MI at u college de...^^
Boy next month also wan start study le... U also wan +OIL r... I think u is can de... rite??? haha..
Guan start study le same college with me but different place really got abit sien sien lo...
I know u have many fren le... But wan contact me when u off o... gambateh la...^^
Next my fren AH YAU working now.... zzz... when finish working go study le also wan +OIL o...
Xue er what u wan to do just do it.... Have our fren support u... ^^
N susu r dun always drive car till very fast la.. very danger u know???
What ever la... hehe^^
All my fren gambateh, +oil N take care ar... haha^^
Have new fren le Dun forget old fren o...^^

This is my 1st blog hope give face lar... haha^^
N duo duo zhi jiao la...